a journey to saudi arabia - Part 1

Time : 2230
Day  : Friday / March,8th

Assalamualaikum!

Hi and hello to my fellow again! What a great February for me! And again, im coming to give you a few of experienced that i collect from saudi arabia!

Maybe this is a small and ordinary for some of you outside there. But, for me, this is a big journey! Yeah,i am an ordinary person with a big idea on my head! And, i will share with you what i get from there.

Its about 7pm(Malaysia time) when i first introduce by flight attendance to tight-up my belt, and get ready for the departure time. I just follow the instruction, sit quietly, and alhamdulillah, everything was ok. Because i flight from johor bahru, it will take 8hours and 30minute to Jeddah, Saudi Arabia. Jeddah was an international airport for saudi arabia. Actually, it will good to say a main-international airport. Jeddah same with KLIA? no! You are kidding me if you said like that! In term of size, there is about a thousand time bigger than KLIA. And i believe, how busy this airport when season of haji. But, unfortunately,  in term of management system, its very sad to say Jeddah airport is totally out of control. So, at the end, Malaysia is better than them!

I arrive at Jeddah airport around 0430am (malaysia time). Its around 2330pm for local time. Very simple to calculate, they are behind us 5hours in time. Its mean, if they want to watching champions league live on astro, not necessaries to them to stay up late at night because their local time only show it around 2100-2200pm! How luck was them! Haha.

After checking all the luggage and pasport (there is around 2 to 3 hours to settle all of this!), our group take the chance to perform solat(Isyak Time) at waiting area. Owh ya, at there (i mean saudi arabia), very easy to  look for a place to perform solat. Very easy. Everywhere. 

And after complete that matter, i start to move on into the next journey using bus. We are heading to Madinah. There is about 400km from Jeddah airport. Or i can say about 7 to 8 hours in time. Along the way, i take a chance to read a few of history about madinah. And the most important thing is to pray and convey my greeting to our prophet, Nabi junjungan Muhammad S.A.W. Madinah is always give me a good memories maybe untill i died one day. I start to feel choked, sad and shed tears when im getting closer to madinah. I don't know why, maybe because im still believe tiada Tuhan yg disembah melainkan Allah, dan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W itu pesuruh allah. And now im getting closer to his village. To his mosque - masjid nabawi. And to his remains - makam Nabi junjungan kita - inside his masjid nabawi.

Finally, i arrive at madinah around 0900am(local time). After check in into my room, i take a breakfast. And i go to masjid nabawi. Its only around 200m from my hotel. Very cold there, around 14degree celcious. Or to be clear, it like we open the aircond button on early in the morning! 

I take the chance to perform a few of sembahyang sunat inside this number two holy mosque for us. I feel very comfortable there. Inside this mosque. The design, the environment, the history, totally give me speechless to talk. I feel something like proud to be muslim. Thanks to my parents to give me this chance to be a lucky person who was arrive and set my foot to this mosque. 

After that, im going to start exploring this mosque. For my lovely fellow, inside this masjid nabawi mosque, lies the garden of paradise which called RAUDAH. RAUDAH is a bounty of our God to Junjungan kita Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. It was placed between Mimbar Nabi Muhammad S.A.W and the door of Siti Aishah house. You can enter this place using a very popular door which is called Babus-Salam. From that door, just walking inside, and you can see the RAUDAH on your left side. Too crowded here. Owh ya, in masjid nabawi, especially on Babus-Salam door, you cannot enter together between male and female. There is special time for female to enter here, if im not forgot around 2100pm to the morning, which is mean after Isyak time.

In-front of RAUDAH, you can stop to convey your greeting to Junjungan kita Nabi Muhammad S.A.W because makam Nabi Muhammad S.A.W is about a few step from RAUDAH, placed on your left side. From outside view of masjid nabawi, you can see the green dome, and Makam Nabi is properly located below this green dome. Just beside Makam Nabi, placed a very good sahabat Nabi, Saidina Umar R.A. And here, when i stop to convey my greeting, i feel so sad, i want to crying, this is we called Nur(cahaya), i believe our prophet never leave us. I can feel. I can touch this feeling of Nur(cahaya) untill today still bloom in the hearts all of us. Alhamdullilah. Thanks Allah. 

This is really touch my heart.

I think this is too long for the part 1 of my journey. Im very sure, you was guarantee boring with this writing. haha.  

I will continue this part 2 of my journey on the next time.

Terima Kasih.

Do whatever you like to do. Do not do like what your friends like to do. 

berfikir..dan kenapa?

Time : 2330 Day : Tuesday / February,5th

So long time, almost a years ago i didn't update and writing on this blog. Not because of this shit working hours, but to be fair its about don't know what to share with you. Everything was repeat and repeat, a day by a month - for a years and maybe for-ever. We are still doing the same thing, every day want to be a facebook fans, keep updating our status, even what to eat today still need a comment from our followers. No need to said all of them, even me still sign in on facebook almost every night. For what? That the answer! Don't know what to do! Ceh!

But, far from this, i really like to share what i called a very interesting topic for me. Yes, i like to read anything that give an idea to me. But, when my lovely gf ask me what this few people doing. This few people here means all the d.i.y people. Don't know why, but i like this topic because i want this outsider know what is mean d.i.y, what is mean independent, what is mean an open idea, what is mean punk rockers! Because for me there is totally wrong when you are thinking rock music is always be a wrong path on your life. There is no reason to thinking like that. For me, you have to differentiate this with your culture, with your religion. If you cannot, then believe me, you will never get the answer. At the end, you will choose what you want to be. There is very clear. When i go back to 5 to 10years ago, I'm still thinking the same think. Why i do a charity work, or i do a donation event/workshop, or why i choose to buy a hand-made shirt from this scene, or why i do and publish zine without profit, and maybe why i choose to go for punk rock gig than i go to big concert? Yes. because i want this d.i.y scene become a big culture and show this outsider what we can do without any profit or corruption from any part of our environment. I choose to spent my ten ringgit money to this d.i.y scene, rather than i buying a ten ringgit burger at mc.donald. No, not because I'm stupid. But it's totally show what i do not like using my small part. That is the attitude that i want to smile's now, when i see everyone start to boycott Jewish product when they aware Israel was condemn our palestin country..even this cruelty was occurred a long time ago! At least they know.

Not at all the time, sometime I'm very regret when a few of them still thinking there have no problem when they are support that opponent politician party because of they want to show a few of protest. That is not true my friends!

There is no different between Parti Keadilan Rakyat or Barisan Nasional. Both same. When you bring this issue, you will confuse at the end of your decision. To make it clear, stop it lah! I don't care who you are choose on the next PRU 13, but i care about our relation between us. Without this bullshit politic idea, we will make it as before. A very happening d.i.y culture. Everything inside there!

d i y punk on dilemma? #short review no.1

Time : 2200
Day : Wednesday / January,11th

2012? Yes. Happy new year for all of you outside there. With the new legal law to wearing sit-belt at the back, the very useless issue for ANWAR BANGANG last few days, Plus a very strict condition before make a loan from the bank, included the new UP-PRICE for every single things outside there with only 6-7% inflations (according to our barisan nasional committee) - yes. You have to celebrate all those thing before you go for the new 2012.

Not fair to list all those bad things for the new 2012, we also receive a lot of benefit for the new 2012. What? Want me to list down all the benefit? I refuse. I just like to 'touch' a few benefit that really give me a question mark. As an example : more units of 'my first home' will be built on 2012 for those with wages below Rm3000. With the new scheme you can buy the new 'my first home'. The things here is,how to pay the new Rm250000-300000 house based on Rm3000 salary when you live in kL/Selangor area? hahaha. come on. make it clear before you list it as a benefit.

ISA/AUKU? No more AUKU on 2012? Then why you bring this stupid UPSI student issue on cabinet? make it clear friends. You have the power. Use it. This is political issue. Not our people issue.

So, What we get from the new 2012? As usual, repeat and repeat again. D I Y punk still the same - on dilemma - year by years. Why? cause we was so stupid. When we are thinking to keep independent - and globalisation give us the very bad life - and we still keep the stupid independent phrase in our life. As a result, we still at the back - at the bottom part of the hierarchy.

Yes, D I y punk is all about how to survive using our independent effort. But, when im thinking back, why a few of us like to mention PKR on their issue. What is this man? If you are thinking government is the bullshit people, so how about 'Parti Haluan Kiri' like PKR and others? Are you thinking they are always right? To be a rational, open your eyes - and open your heart, please be a smart - and not a stupid D I Y punk.

Why we are all very shy when talking about the economy? the globalisation? the politicians issue? the academic issue? the financial issue? Is there because of we will loose all of our independent/D I Y punk attitude? come on. We have to change this stupid attitude. Knowledge is everywhere. Read it - share it - then it will make us more valuable than others.

Yes, we enjoy the music, we enjoy the magazine - and make it enjoy with the new one - knowledge! There's no more the old D I Y punk, we have to think our future, our competitor, then i believe it will give us more than valuable from before.

Keep it Rock my friends!!

moving - straight Line

Time : 0010
Day : Wednesday / July,20th

I like this topic. But dun noe how to start it properly. Hahaha.

Make it simple. What is moving? and also straight Line? Moving means you are move, absolutely
not static there. Very simple. If today you was 25, so tomorrow you are 25 and 1 days older than yesterday. It was moving. What happen with straight line? also simple examples, if you go straight you are moving on good position. Then when you turn either right or left, or make it difficult with very rough Line like take a corner or slope - then you make your moving difficult.

Ok. Stop it. I want to describe what i was means here to share with all of you outside there.

Friends. Yes, i respect all of my friends. But like this phrase means, different person - make
a different ideas. So, in every single seconds of my life, sometimes i didn't agree with a few person. Let use this situation as an examples : when you fuck this current politicians issue,
so why you take care of your self to take an action for this politicians issue? cause you want to show you was genuine Malay? so you only respect your Malay friends? This is useless man. You are racist. So, please dun said you are the man against racist people. Yes, i know we have a bunch of Chinese that show a very bullshit racist against Malay, Indian's also. But you have to think we as a Malay also have a bullshit person, a corrupt person and everything. So, we have
to stand against this bullshit people, and absolutely not against race man!

Independent. Yes, all of us was independent. If you are not, you can't survive here. Either to be a good students, or to be a good workers, or either to breathe in this world, you have to
use your own independent efforts to do all this thing. But, all of this have a different level. Actually, not a level, but a different meaning. You can't said you was an independent people after you was follow a HUJAN band or a BUNKFACE band.hahaha.This is not independent man! Yes, that was an independent band (personally i dun know on what aspect this band was independent), but you are not my friends. So, make it clearly, dun have to follow all this stupid music fashion to be an independent people. Just follow your heart, it was give you an independent feeling.

To make a simple conclusion - maybe, Please stop it. PERHIMPUNAN HALAL-HARAM ke, BERADU-DOMBA dalam facebook ke, Please. Stop it. No need to tulis Aku anak melayu ke, Aku anak cina ke, Aku tiga-line kuala pilah ke, Aku ah Long kampung pandan ke dalam facebook, No need. I know you are not to stupid only to differentiate either you are malay or chinese or indian's. So,please stop it man.

If you are not believing that neil amstrong was a first-ever human that arrive at moon,then stand with your opinion. We can't change the fact, but we have a right to throw this rubbish fact into the dustbin.

Keep moving - use straight line.

w o r k i n g s m a r t

Time : 2045
Day : Saturday / May,14th

How to be like there? It was absolutely nice when you know how to differentiate between
experience and your knowledge. No - and No. You cannot said you know everything in this
world. People ( as a subject in this issue ), always want everything - perfect from you. As a good worker's - with a good reason - you have to come out with your own character. But, how to make it smart?

Ok. Let me start with the first step. Don't be like your opponent character. Listen to your opponent, let his/him finish their word. yes..only that!

The next step is, Do whatever he ask you to do. No, it's not stupid. Be calm. Keep your excited mood, or your excellent word until you find the weakness of him.

When his/him do the mistake, finish him with your brilliant word. Show his/him who are you actually. Then, make yourself proud with your smart decision.

What? what happen if your opponent didn't have a weakness? Don't worry, it was impossible. We was born as a human, we always doing the mistake. Believe me.

Looking forward. No matter who are you, how big your position, how much your salary was, it was always same. human always be a human. We have to respect each other. Doctor? Lawyer? Engineer? Pegawai Agama? Polis ? Rela? It was a rubbish! It was only a title to be state into your facebook account to make it interesting for the new BURUNG-BURUNG diluar sana untuk di ejas.

At last, you will be there - to the top of the hierarchy - maybe. So,how your produce your smart working to lead your teenage either they follow your stupid character to bring this country move forward or still keep doing the same - and the same until a thousand year's in front of us.

make it different kawan!!

Teachers and Teaching

Time : 2330
Day : Wednesday / November,3rd

Teachers are educators. Yes,that is truth. No question about that. But, far from my heart - my feeling, it was based on true story.

Back to 7 or 8 years ago,they called me tiada masa depan punya orang. Who are you to judge the other people like that bos?are you God??

Not even that,you judge me as sudah sesat punya budak.How do you know the different between sudah sesat punya orang and belum sesat punya orang?i dun really know if your education book or your philosophy book was specifies all this thing into your account.

Come on.Dun even you read the BERITA HARIAN, or the other one that read METRO - you said yo know everything. You brought all this stories around the school. And then, your friends can said : owh, you was save your student from that black issue!

Please,open your mind - open your eyes - Look around you - you are the teachers bos!

Hey,i want you to know this one thing : everyone in this world have their own hobbies man. And if you want to know, i like music very much. Then,i collect all the music that i like,make it proper in my collection. Dun judge me if you dun know me.please.

I dun care if you dun like me, i dun care if u dun want me to be your good student - but please respect the other people. It's the natural, if you respect your friends, then your friends can give you more than that.right?

Sometime, it was funny when i memories all that think. With 2 to 3 teachers beside me said : siapa kawan-kawan u lagi?apa yang kamu buat?kamu sembahyang tak?
Owhhhhhh.i dun know how to describe it in very detailed story cause i dun know what was happen actually. A Litlle bid of stupid humor.

Thanks to your lesson that i have learned over there, but no thanks to your advice bos!

Please be teachers. Your teaching was in your heart.

selamat malam!

national Day

Time : 0130
Day : Friday / September,2nd

Ya. I like to talking about this issue. No answer. We have a million of answer. Why? Cause, we have a million of people here. Everyone have their own opinion - in different style.

Drinking beer? Club? Drunk? Drug? Set-up a one night stand at starlight hotel? or also berlumba motorsikal di jalanan? Is there independance? Is there patriotisme? or is there free from colonial? Hahaha. Bullshit! Yes,Bullshit!!

Owh! I also like to mention this one thing, kehulu-kehilir membawa JALUR GEMILANG - for me - is not the way you treat this value of national day. Hahaha. WHY? I am The Bullshit also? Yes, if you're thinking like that.

No. I am not a supporter of Barisan Nasional. Far away the Pakatan Rakyat supporter. Far far away the Parti Islam Semalaysia supporter.

Hahahahahaaaa.......

national Day..